when she loved me, i ignored her; when she left me, i just feel how much i love her. and its too late, she wont come back again. i don wanna know why so, i am scared and unwilling.
perhaps, this is the most penitential thing in my life.
i am so frustrated that i missed too many good girls. deeply in my heart, i really would like to have a girl to be in company with me the left timing. but i am self-contemptuous, i do fear to face the girl when she knows where i am from, how poor i am. it seems to be a big worrior to they guys from rural areas. or it is just to me!
now all i can do is just to study harder and harder to win a good future, and make my parents live a confortable life.Fighting, man!You can do it!